Desperately....

Oh desperately, on bended knees, I cry to Thee.

Lord, please, please, please.

Take away my pain.

Yes, my shame.

Let it cease.

Oh, let me be.

Lord, please, please, please.

It hurts so much.

I could use a crutch.

Would You be my cane?

I have been so lame.

I'm so tired of the game.

Oh desperately, on bended knees.

I cry to Thee.

Lord, please, please, please.

Take away my pain, yes, my shame.

Oh, let me be.

Let it cease.

Hear my prayer.

I know You care.

Oh, to You I bare.

This hurt is not rare.

Lord, please, please, please.

Help me see.

I feel Your touch.

Your word, I clutch.

Oh desperately, on bended knees, I cry to Thee.

Lord, please, please, please.

Take away my pain, yes, my shame.

Let it cease.

Oh, let me be.

Lord, please, please, please,

 hear my prayer.

Oh desperately, please child, hear Me.

You are on My knees.

I've cried with Thee.

Child, please, please, please.

I have felt your pain.

And you have no more shame.

Yes, no one to blame.

If you will let it cease.

Yes, let yourself be.

Child, please, please, please.

At last you'll fly free.

Because desperately, I have loved thee.

Yes, on bended knees, I have waited patiently.

Night Wrestling!!!!

You toss and you turn.

Trying to understand, hoping to learn.

You ache and you burn.

Oh, how your stomach churns.

I am here.

Oh, so near.

I've captured every tear.

Dispersing all your fears.

You are not queer.

You are Oh, so dear.

Up and down, round and round.

Trembling, like you are being chased by a hound.

Pacing, with your heart racing.

Inside and out, have no doubt.

I have worked it all out.

No need to pout or shout.

You have won, every bout.

I know your heart. I created every part.

Every day, My love will overcome every dart.

You zig and you zag.

Go ahead, throw down a flag.

Get mad.

It will not change one tiny tittle of My love.

No, not even when you think you nag.

Every day and every night,

you ask, why, what, who, and where.

Doesn't anybody see or care?

You plead, you cry, you shout.

Lord have we had a falling out?

Tick, tock, all I can hear, is me and the clock.

Will this ever end?

Will this boat dock?

Oh! maybe my heart's door has a lock.

I think I heard a knock.

Is it You? Is it me?

If not! Then who?

This can't be!

Lord is it me?

I feel like it's me.

I think it is me.

My child be still and listen!

In this plan it is you and Me.

Know you are free!

I have been trying to answer your question.

It takes time to learn a lesson.

You feel cursed with an obsession.

No, My child, you are being saturated with a blessing.

All this confessing, can sometimes feel so depressing.

My child, there is healing in this night wrestling.



Touche!!!!

There are times when I am in the middle of a fray.

My mind will kick and bray.

Yes, it will stray.

But through it all, Oh Lord, it is with You I will stay.

Take that devil, ha ha, touche.

Yes, sometimes I still hurt.

And I am in a big heap, laying in the dirt.

Then Your music plays,

and my heart shouts, yay.

For I love to dance and sing.

Yes, for You my God,

I will prance to every sweet tink, and ding.

Shout for joy. Oh, boy.

No matter how much I cry,

or how covered am I.

I could be a huge walking mud pie.

You could even call me pig sty.

Still, I am a most loved,

 and most beautiful pearl, to my Guy.

Wow, have I learned.

This battle is already won.

You can run your tongue.

Your days, are done.

He, he, thank You God,

for my tenacious mind.

He tried to keep it in a bind.

But You knew I would unwind.

So sweet and kind.

I believe. Oh, I know.

My life, I pray will always show.

I am in Your row.

Ho, Ho!!